"15 Minutes of Fame"
Note: J'ai hésité avant de la mettre, mais la voici, tout de même.
Ici, ces mots m'appartiennent. Je les emploie, pour décrire une pensée. Je les prononce, pour combler un silence. Je les écris, pour partager un état d'âme. Imparfaits, ces mots sont structurés à mon image. Incohérents, ils peuvent se tromper. Subtils, ils peuvent laisser sous-entendre. Impulsifs, ils sont écrits sans retenue. Mon Être est dévoilé, par ces mots... qui m'appartiennent, ici. Par ces mots, mes aveux. Une histoire, pour vos yeux.
Note: J'ai hésité avant de la mettre, mais la voici, tout de même.
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9:19 p.m.
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état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect
I don't even know
Why I came back here
Searching for a peer
Somehow felt sincere
Thought you'd be the one
To claim your rightful place
Then you changed your face
What a disgrace
Please tell me what is going on
Help me understand why it took so long
Cautious you might be
Angry, I can see
Silent, I feel numb
What have I become?
Something changed in you
Or did something change in me?
I don't even know
What came over me
Why this poetry
Left uncertainties
This equation was simple enough
To withstand all the shit that has now
hit the fan in our face
Please tell me what is going on
Help me understand why it went so wrong
Cautious you might be
Angry, I can see
Silent, I feel numb
What have we become?
Something changed in you
Or did something change in me?
Was it time to leave you peer?
When equality was far from real
Is it time for us to part ways, without delays
Wouldn't you now agree?
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9:34 p.m.
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état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect
There's a time
To free your mind
From any lack of sense it may discover
When you most feel bothered by him
Breathe the air from the sea of trees
When you feel suffocated
By the view of familiar walls
That surrounds you
I know you haven't got a clue
But you'll remember this when all
of it becomes but a past, that nothing ever lasts
I know you will not let him go
But sometimes you should know
That even though youre feeling this blue
He won't be coming back to you
There's a time to forget
All the beauty he projected
When he was looking at you
See a friend, don't pretend
Just like he used to when you'd swim
into the ocean of his eyes, you drowned in lies
I know you haven't got a clue
But you'll remember this when all
of it becomes but a past, that nothing ever lasts
I know you will not let him go
But sometimes you should know
That even though youre feeling this blue
He won't be coming back to you
And when youre feeling this blue
I will be there for you
I know you haven't got a clue
I know you will not let him go
You should know, even though your feeling blue
I'll be there for you...
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9:30 p.m.
4
état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect
Hello my dear
Have I been clear
Give me the reasons why you just dont know
What to do anymore
Youre so confused
Somehow abused
Trying to figure out what you can
When you just dont understand
What's wrong my dear
I am sincere
Don't be afraid to open your eyes
And try to see what's going on
Youre so confused
Somehow abused
Trying to figure out what you can
When you still dont have the courage to face your demons alone
Hello my friend
Please don't pretend
Give me the reasons why you just dont know
What to think anymore
Youre so bewildered
Somehow absurd
Trying to make some sense in useless actions
To satisfy your paranoya
What's wrong my friend
I won't pretend
Don't be afraid to lift up your head
And try to see what's really going on
Youre so bewildered
Somehow absurd
Trying to make some sense in useless actions
When all you can do now is keep gazing at your fucking shoes
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9:29 p.m.
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état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect
Lying on your bed
Wondering how this life would be if you were dead
Would they miss your head?
Thinking of the past
Beleiving all of this would last
When all of it just dissapeared so fast
When you think you had a chance
To make it right without a fight, you sigh
If it wasn't for this night
When you think you've lost it all
Do you think you've lost it when you fell in hell?
Does it ring a bell?
Lying on your bed
Wondering if there's any tears to shed
Is there pictures to be shred?
Cursing at the stars
For watching you slip away, so very far
For letting you forget who you are
When you think you had a chance
To make it right without a fight, you sigh
If it wasn't for this night
When you think you've lost it all
Do you think you've lost it when you fell in hell?
Does it ring a bell?
How do you feel?
Now that you're alone, no one's home
How doest it feel?
Now that no one's answering your calls
Lying on the floor
Waiting for the phone to ring once more
Or some knocking on your door
And then you realize
You've lived your life in selling out your lies
And here is your surprise...
When I think I had a chance
To make it right without a fight, I sigh
If it wasn't for this night
When I think I've lost it all
Should I think I've lost it when I fell in hell
Can't you tell?
This is how it feels
Now that I'm alone, no one's home
This is how I feel
Now that no one's calling on this phone
Lying on the floor
Waiting for a punchline to define
The moment I should call...
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9:28 p.m.
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état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect
Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame
You say...
One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it
Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's...
Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...
Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
Well we
Hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt
One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...life
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9:25 p.m.
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état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect
Open wide little one
Information is about to get served
Such an appetite for knowledge
Dont get discouraged, yet.
Hungry for more?
This is just what you deserve
Dont let them spill and make a mess
Youll end up sponging their mistakes.
Shut your mouth little one
Yo do not want to eat this
Turn your head away and scream
At the hurt they're trying to feed you
Shut yourself in, hold my finger
Just for a moment, if you can
Hate will soon dissapear
Open wide little one
Positive is on air
Such a curiosity for beauty
Don't get discouraged, yet.
Wanna see more?
This is just what you deserve
Dont let them change to dirty channels
Youll end up sponging their ugliness
Close your eyes little one
Yo do not want to see this
Cover your ears and fear
The words you do not want to hear
Shut yourself in, hold my finger
Just for a moment, if you can
Hate will soon dissapear
Open wide little one
Aren't you hungry anymore?
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9:24 p.m.
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état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect
I'm sorry to bother you but this will only take a minute
I wanted to tell you just how deep I feel now that I'm with you
I know this may not be te time yet I just hope you feel it too
I love you
From the bottom of my heart
I wish we never break appart
I really hope you feel it too
Just how much I care for you
I love you
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9:23 p.m.
1 état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect
She lives in a world
Where nothing could bloom in murky waters
Drowned, left in the shade
She weeps a joyfull tear to rise above fear
Calling you out
Searching to find you there
Right here with me
Inside this misery
Then in a moment of truth I have found you
Darkness surrounds you
Yet, a flower inside your heart blooms
I'm, troubled again
Without a friend in lonely weathers
Lost, left in the mud
She dances out of shame to rise above pain
Calling you out
Searching to find you there
Right here with me
Inside this misery
Then in a moment of truth I have found you
Darkness surrounds you
Yet, a flower inside your heart blooms
Whispering your name
Hoping to keep you there
Right here with me
Outside this misery
Then in the light of the pure where I found you
Beauty surrounds you
A flower inside my heart blooms
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9:20 p.m.
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état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect
Patiently waiting for a punchline
Teasing it's way into your mind
Delivering nothing more than whines
Anticipating is a waste of time
Pointless measures taken
To arise new questions
Where answering seemed forgotten
Searching is a waste of time
Oh my... And here I thought I'd change my mind
Oh well... I guess I'm used to waste your time
Staring at a lonely tree
Talking to yourself again
Waiting for some remedy
Patience is a cure for time
Mumble incoherent words
To best express inconcrete images
That shapes inside your tired mind
Dreaming is a waste of time
Oh my... And here I thought I'd change my mind
Oh well... I guess I'm used to waste your time
Oh wait... I think I know where this is headed
Oh no just... Nevermind
We're out of time
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9:19 p.m.
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état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect
Wondering what to write about
When feeling like standing in order to shout
Standing, wondering what to shout about
When no words could be screamed out of this mouth
Juggling emotions like a broken down clown
Just like the one no one seems to notice frown
Lost and found, then tossed back to the ground
Lips are moving, still wondering why there's just no sound...
What's the point in screaming, shouting
When no one ever listens, broken
When no one ever notices, sadness
Through the eyes of the speecheless. x2
Silently praying for some answers as a last resort
Waving fists to catch attention of some sort
Searching for any ways to find a reason to go forth
Hearing nothing more than some voices to abort
Dissapointed by all the careless answers
As if no one ever really stopped and wondered
Whats the point in repeating lines from others
They should'nt even bother...
What's the point in screaming, shouting
When no one ever listens, broken
When no one ever notices, sadness
Through the eyes of the speecheless. x2
Shouting broken sadness through the eyes of the speechless
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9:18 p.m.
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état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect
I woke up wondering why
My friends were not home
Just thinking how I could've ended up here alone
I woke up wondering how
No sounds in my ear
Just hoping for some familiar sounds to hear
I got up wondering why
No cracks on the floor
Just to find myself, searching for some french doors
I sat down wondering how
I ended up so far away
The only place I truly called home
Take me down to the 7020
Where the wall is green, and the girls are pretty
Fuck the rest, even paradise city
Oh won't you please, take me home
I remember all the good times we had
Just to fuck around, no one felt sad
We used to sit and talk about the night we had
Just like the 80's and all of it's stories
A little french confident, a nudist rockstar,
a loving hairdresser and the most uplifting chick in town
These were the ones who filled the place
With all the other friendly faces
The ones I truly miss the most
Take me down to the 7020
Where the wall is green, and the girls are pretty
Fuck the rest, even paradise city
Oh won't you please, take me home
Take me down to the 7020
Where the wall is green, and we all just feel happy
Fuck the rest, even paradise city
Take me to the place that I want to be
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9:17 p.m.
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état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect
Follow me, we're heading out into my egocentric adventure
Walk with me, I'll show you a side of me so you can easily remember
So listen very carefully, what your about to see will help you understand me
Believe me, when I say I'm not ok, but hey, don't go away, I asked you to stay
Don't you run away on me
'Cause you've got soo much to see
Don't you run away on me
'Cause I need you to stay with me so you can
Set me free
Understand me, I feel I'm loosing control now 'cause there's too much damn pressure
Comfort me, I need you to say to me what I wanna hear so I can easily forget her
So listen very carefully, I'm so close to the light in this pitch black scenery
Believe me, when I say I'm not ok, but hey, don't go away, I asked you to stay
Don't you run away on me
'Cause you've got soo much to see
Don't you run away on me
'Cause I need you to stay with me so you can
Set me free
It seems it took me forever
But everything has finally gotten so much clearer
It's time for me to stop this Egocentric Adventure
So we can start and help one another
Release me, I've finally realized that your the one who suffers
Believe me, when I say that I'm ok, and hey, you dont have to stay
It's time for me to let you go...
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9:16 p.m.
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état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect
I lost my faith in trying
So what's the point in lying now
I'll stop pretending that I'm strong
And cry it all out in this song
Calmly, I'll just walk away
Softly, I'll just fade away
And just before I drown away
I simply have to say
You asked me now just how I felt
So here I go without regrets
I'm truly tired of this I
So let it go where no one knows
Swallowed by my own calamity
I'm lost in perfect misery
Oh I know it's not that bad
Well maybe I'm just sad
Fuck it, I can't take it
Something's missing, so frustrating
Fuck it, I can't take it
Something's off, so won't you please just fuck off
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9:16 p.m.
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état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect
I've been searching for a reason
To walk on this earth, on this world of confusion
I've been looking for an answer
To a question I don't even have in mind
Have you ever believed in me?
Did you ever, trust in me?
Can you see that I'm all confused?
I feel like I've been used
I've been hiding behind you
Only 'cause I, can't, let them see through me
I've been searching for a reason
To scream all this pain, shame, Am I to blame!?
Have you ever believed in me?
Did you ever, trust in me?
Can you see that I'm all confused?
I feel like I've been used
Now won't you help me erase
The memories I can't replace
The one's I can't seem to face
Anymore...
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9:16 p.m.
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état(s) de conscience(s)
Sujets: 04. The Binaural Effect